So this blog is mainly (if not all) about how i live with bipolar schizoaffective disorder, adhd, and anxiety. It doesn't sound that bad to me, and it may not sound bad to you; or it may sound horrible to you. Either way it's how i live my life with medicine, and there have been times where i have gone off my medicine and wound up in the hospital because i thought a demon was inside my body possessing me.
Panic attacks can be a day to day thing. Manic episodes are normal. I can rarely focus. Thank the heavens i don't feel like i'm being controlled all the time (only if i go off of my medicine)
I was diagnosed March 2014 with Depression.May 2014 with bipolar disorder, then later February 2015 with anxiety, April 2015 with ADHD, and June 2015 with schizoaffective disorder.
It's been a rough journey, I've been out of touch with reality, thinking i was God twice. Then swinging back into depression, swinging back into mania. I have videos of hypomania and my mania. I'll upload them to my youtube and then place a link in the near future. If you don't know what being manic is <http://medical-dictionary.thefreedictionary.com/mania> look no further!! this explains everything!
I decided to write this blog because i wanted to write a book. But i don't have the patience to do that and I think a blog would be a very positive alternative, if not a greater alternative to my first idea.
I love talking and that leads to expressing my emotions, and thus i love writing. I could write forever about how i feel or how i experienced something. It completes me to dance, write, and paint. (oh and also I'm in cosmetology school) so do hair!
I love you alllll
MUAH
xoxox hugs and kisses
until next time
coco chanelle
http://medical-dictionary.thefreedictionary.com/mania
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