gratitude journal

So, I just told everyone on instagram I was bipolar... scary. I mean people can judge if they want but, who cares. I don't really care. I want to be myself and be okay with that.

I'm grateful for my friends who support me and love me no matter who i am or what illness i have. Even though it's just a chemical imbalance just like diabetes. Different than diabetes of course, but metaphorically similar.

I am grateful for the people who really do think i'm psychotic and don't enjoy being around me, because they make me stronger and shape me to be the person i am today.

I'm especially grateful for my dad who constantly checks up on me. He's there for every hospital visit, every time my heart has been broken, he's there every time i've made a mistake and he loves me unconditionally.

He didn't want me to post my blog on instagram, so dad i'm sorry for not listening to you but I really felt like i needed to.

I'm grateful for noah for being in the ER with me, and calling me in the hospital.

I'm grateful for writing to help express how i'm feeling.
I'm grateful for art for the same reason
I'm grateful for dance for the same reason
I'm grateful for coco chanel for showing me that you can create the biggest fashion empire in the world from a simple perfume.

simple = big

small steps = monumental leaps

i'm grateful that my parents named me chanelle.

i'm grateful for music, i never have peace and quiet, if i do it's odd and un-nerving.

i'm grateful for vacuum's. and for windex. I love cleaning mirrors and vacuuming.

I'm grateful for my comfy comfy bed (heart eyes right here)

I'm grateful that we can show our love by a gentle kiss, or hug. because it's a beautiful form of affection. and it says so much, without doing a lot.

I'm grateful that i can write hella on this blog and have no one get mad at me because that's what blogs are for.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

okay i'm done.

sorry you had to read all that

or maybe you didn't read all that

either way

have a perfectly lovely day

xoxox MUAH

coco chanelle

until next time